Is it strange that I am more nervous to move back to MN than I was to move out to NY?
I've been apartment hunting these last couple of days, and have gotten really nervous about the move back. I'd prefer to just slide right back into life in MN, but I'm not sure that is possible. Life has obviously continued on without me there, so a part of me has a bit of fear that what is supposed to be familiar and comfortable won't be. (What if I have forgotten how to ride my bike?! What if my favorite running routes are too far away?, etc. Quite ridiculous problems, I realize, but concerns nonetheless). I am extremely excited, however, to pay much less in rent and not have to buy things (including pipe cleaners and tissue paper) by the pound.
Tomorrow concludes my eighth week of FW, only a month in NY left. Crazy. Where did the time go? I'm starting to have pretty full days of treatments, aside from absences. A part of me thinks that I will leave here with more questions than I came in with! I've learned so much so far. I'm now trying to put my own spin on treatments, but I'm beginning to feel not so unique. But then, do I need to be? Why reinvent the wheel if the goals are being accomplished?
I'm looking forward to the weekend; I'm pretty sure it will be full of touristy things :)
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